Apple Valley Review:
A Journal of
Contemporary Literature
 

ISSN 1931-3888

Volume 8, Number 1
(Spring 2013)

Copyright © 2013
by Leah Browning, Editor.

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Cannibal Pie
by Sharlene Teo

Days eating days.  Calendar drain.  I leave my job and my boyfriend
leaves me.  He tells me I am too bloody-minded.  I picture my brain:
supermarket steak.  Whole days I cannot shed
my bed.  Finally, I head to the corner shop to get some wine.  Two bottles
for £12.99.  I check my phone, roll my eyes to the floor.  I don’t look
and hate to learn.  I get slapped by a branch.  A small bruise arrives

on my face, a vessel-keen ache mapped out in red.  I leave it
uncovered, a dish full of flies.  
What a dish, I tell the dusty mirror,
I tell my sharp, chipped tooth.  My mother sends me a postcard
with a Christian dove, ostensibly flying to Jesus.  
It gets better,
the postcard says.  I hate the font.
So it gets better, they say.  Like the monster in the movie

who turns out to be vegetarian, foreign to menace,
a modest, touchable thing reconciling during the end minutes
with the motley villagers, the best supporting actors, the buildings
made of clay.  I switch off before they start singing or
something equally embarrassing for all involved; I’m including
you, Epiphany Lighting assistant, and you, gag prop man,
holding out an offending branch.

I once knew a girl who was allergic to shame.  She would turn bright red
and change the subject.  Maybe that’s everyone; let’s start again.
I once knew a girl who was allergic to makeup.  
It makes my eyes burn
and my skin flake off
, she said.  We were only eight.  I wonder where she is
right now, peeling something delicious, or nodding on a bus—her face phased out
of focus, a blank mug on the edge of a counter, tempting fate.




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Sharlene Teo is completing a Prose Fiction MA at the University of
East Anglia in Norwich, United Kingdom.  Her poetry has appeared in
publications such as
Glass: A Journal of Poetry, Softblow, Quarterly
Literary Review Singapore
, and the Ballard Street Poetry Journal.  
She is currently working on her first novel, and a selection of her writing
can be found at
http://strangelikeness.tumblr.com/portfolio/.


On “Cannibal Pie”:
I was interested in writing a semi-humorous poem about
hopelessness and gnawing solipsism.  I had the image in my mind
of a vegetarian monster for a long time and it found its way into
the poem.


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